Wednesday, May 24, 2006
Can't see you
Can't feel your touch
Can't feel your breath
Can't see your smile
Can't hold your hand
Can't hug you
Can't grasp your shadow
Can't be by your side
Can't look at you in the eye
Can't speak to you
Can't spend my time with you
Can't walk together with you
Can't kiss you
Coz your not here
and I can't do anything bout it
KIRAI
and I miss you...LOVE
Posted at 04:29 pm by
K*A*I
Another Things
Tuesday, April 11, 2006
Today i came to my girlfriend dorm, at first it was fun like it used to be... but sometimes later she upsets me and it happened by the time I'm about to go home.
What would made me so upset?? Its because she always talk about this particular guy all the time...she also mention some of her male friend but...don't know why she always told me story bout this guy, like what kind of person he is, whats he likes, all the moment between her and him, all the problem involved him...you know...IM SICK OF IT!!!
Not that I forbid her to make friends with men but this particular guy starting to bug me like COCKROACH, I don't hate the guy and I barely know him but she make me feel iritate by his presence...
Ok ok...Im JEALOUS and I think its natural since he put her name on the list the one he likes...nice going with the crappy joke...
She already told me that she's sorry and didn't ment to make me jealous but some of it still held a grudge in me, though she already choose me *thanks GOD* but...AAAGGHHH the FUCK...please give me a sign!!!
just for the record try to tell your girl/boyfriend about other guy/girl that close to you...I bet they would be jealous like hell and it happened to me...
Yeah whatever...Im just babling here, maybe tomorrow I got my sanity back...
Posted at 03:51 am by
K*A*I
Another Things
Tuesday, April 04, 2006
You told me
That you couldn't love anybody
I finally realised what you meant
When I saw that you were afraid of everybody
How ironic is it
If us two met
only to get hurt?
With all my heart
I have to tell you this
All I want to see is the real YOU
You still don't smile very well
Because even now, you still wear sadness around you
If the only reason I was born
was so I could meet you,
do you think I'll be able to change everything?
With all my heart
I have to tell you this
We're hurt, but we've still got time
With all my love
I love you
I want to wipe away
All the pain that falls on you
I for You
This Lyric kinda represent my current state...that for my dear
Posted at 02:17 am by
K*A*I
Another Things
Saturday, March 18, 2006
Missing YOU Is The Hardest Thing...
The heart finally settle...atlast
By the time I realized, you already mine
All I said just to grasp your heart
Finally gain the effort
Your smile melt all the ice in me
I can finally smile again
Although at first all the smile were fake
But you just rip the mask out of me
Fill the hollow inside me
My world now perfect with you by my side
I thank thy who accept my pitiful heart
To cherish all the moment
Though now distance is among us
But I never loose your shadow nor you
The thought off missing you strike me all the time
Do you share the same?
I can't promised you that I won't leave you
I can't promised you that I won't hurt you
But one thing i can make sure of
I will do in all my strength to make you HAPPY
LOVE....
Lots Of Variety Emotions
Is something I came up within this tiny brain of mine
and hope someday I can say it from my heart...to YOU...Anata
Posted at 05:54 am by
K*A*I
Another Things
Saturday, March 11, 2006
Its been a while since I post in this crappy place...
By the way, this pass week have been a test for me, and after a while I manage to settle my heart in one place.
This kinda strange though...but i finally manage to be able to pin down my EGO.
Now she has become my special someone and this week is my final moment...I hope I can win her heart
You know. I hate being alone for a long time...we do really not someone
else...you just can't be ALONE for the rest of your miserable life...
Posted at 04:37 am by
K*A*I
Another Things
Tuesday, February 14, 2006
I walk the path we used to walk
The stain will never disappeared
The city light seems too bright
Hurt this eyes like they never hurt before
This day I never forget
When our eyes met for the 1st time
The same snowy weather
But this time I can't feel a thing
The surrounding seems lively
But deep inside is just an empty space
Without understanding what happened
I keep on walking to you
To the promised place I go
When our heart became one
To cover the wound that never healed
Just to find you're not there
I saw my present…broken…abandon
Small footprint covered by others, I know its you
Those voices start to increase in amount
And I recognized that aura everywhere
The tears you shed means hell to me
Heart hurts…heart broken
On the snow field your frame crumble
By the time we realized…I already gone
Posted at 07:18 am by
K*A*I
Another Things
Saturday, February 11, 2006
Casis
aa, zutto kurikaeshiteta
Zutto kanashimasete bakari datta
aa, kitto anata sae mo kizu tsuketa
Boku wa ugokenu mama
aa, anata ni fureru koto ga
Naze konnnani kurushii nodesuka
Kitto onaji koto wo kurikaeshi
Anata wo ushinatte shimaunoga kowakattakara
Yorisou kotode nuguou to shita wasurekirenakatta hi wo
Anata wa nani mo kikazu ni kono te wo nigitte kuretane...
Ashita anata no kimochi ga hanaretemo kitto kawarazu aishiteru
Ashita anata ni boku ga mienakutemo kitto kawarazu aishiteru
I will walk together
The future is not promised
It keeps walking together
To the future in which you are..
Tsurai koto sae wasureru kurai anata wo omotte iru
Aenai yoru wo kazoeru tabi ni kogareru mune
Katachigai no samishisa tsunoru
Gokaku hitori kiri de nakya ai de
Donnna ni hanarete itemo
Shinnji aeru futari de iyou
Douka konomama waratteitai Anata wo kizutsukesasenaide
Tokiga tatsu tabi usurete itta Anna omoi kurikaeshitaku nai
Ashita anata no kimochi ga hanaretemo kitto kawarazu aishiteru
Ashita anata ni boku ga mienakutemo kitto kawarazu aishiteiru
Douka bokudake wo mitsumetete
Douka kono boku ga todokeru you
I will walk together
The future is not promised
It keeps walking together
To the future in which you are..
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Cassis~English translation (by cherry_oni)
The whole time (incessantly) repeated the whole time (incessantly) I just (only) made you (feeling) sad
(For) certain I even (also) hurt you (,too) (and) (how it is now)/still (now) I’m unable to/I can’t move
Touching you (To touch you) why Why does it hurt so/like that? (Why is it so painfull?)
(For) certain the same thing(s) will be repeated again (I will make/do the same thing/s again) and because (of that) I was afraid of completely losing (the) trust in you /to lose (the) trust in you completely
Because/Since we tried to make our meeting unhappened the day(s) which/that wasn’t/weren’t forgotten/ I didn’t forget (and teared off/flown off)
(With that) you don’t hear (it/anything) anymore (and) (You) have reached for this/these hand(s)/ you have strongly taken me by the hand(s) (,) didn’t you
Tomorrow(,)even if (I) should/would/will seperate/get seperated from your feelings/emotions (Tomorrow, even if your feelings should be seperated)
(For) certain it doesn’t/won’t change (that) I love you
Tomorrow(,) even if I don’t/can’t/won’t be able (to) see you
(For) certain it doesn’t/won’t change (and) I love you.
I will walk together, the future not promised
It keeps walking together, to future in which you are...
Even the hard things (I) almost forget (it/them)
(I am) thinking of you/ (I) think of you
Every time (I) coun’t the nights (in which) (we) can’t/couldn’t/weren’t be able (to) meet (I couldn’t/wasn’t able to meet you)
(It) makes/Making my inside/heart burning
(The) different/wrong/false loneliness (is getting/gets/becomes) heavily/hard/bitter/flies into a temper Somehow I don’t cry aloneand/By not crying alone and
No matter (in) what(,)even if we’re seperated There can be trust(,)let us be together/(We) can trust (each other)(,) let us be together
Somehow like that/like it is I’d like/want to laugh (now)
(I) don’t let you be(ing) hurt and/(I) don’t make you (feel) hurt
Every time (when/if) (the) time passes/passed (by) (It) became/was becoming less
Such a thought/Such thoughts (I) don’t want to repeat (think) (it/them) again//(I) don’t want (it/them) to be repeated/happen again
Tomorrow(,)even if (I) should/would/will seperate/get seperated from your feelings/emotions (Tomorrow, even if your feelings should be seperated)
(For) certain it doesn’t/won’t change (and) I love you
Tomorrow(,) even if I don’t/can’t/won’t be able (to) see you
(For) certain it doesn’t/won’t change (and) I love you.
Somehow you’re staring just/only at me and
Somehow so that this hand/these hands doesn’t/don’t come off (each other)
I will walk together, the future not promised
It keeps walking together, to future in which you are...
I can't believe ther is another song from Gazette who can replace Reila from my head...its a great master piece i say....
Posted at 05:37 am by
K*A*I
Another Things
Friday, February 10, 2006
Chill breeze struck my veins
Is it necessary to know it now?
Is it the time right now?
Or is it me who just scared…
Barely notice but sometimes reveal it self
How many times does it need to be hurt?
Just a little bit further I might see the light
But it suddenly struck me without warning
Others only shades, you are the one
Maybe…
I don’t try to deny fate
But sometimes it just sucks to the bone
Blame me for this feeling
Hate me if it pleases you
But no one can restrain it
And I wouldn’t deny it
I always hide behind the shadows
Just showing a part of me
I lost in the mist where I can’t find myself
Don’t left me hanging in desolate
Posted at 03:08 am by
K*A*I
Another Things
Wednesday, February 08, 2006
This is my newest work, a photo edit of one of my friends.
I took her photo from her friendster, i think its a good picture and it just snap my head (the idea)...
Thank you to Jejell for the photo, any comments??? (its a must!!!)
Posted at 11:01 pm by
K*A*I
Another Things
Monday, January 23, 2006
There is something bout you
That makes me turn into something I despite
The long await…maybe its here once more
The pressure of this dead heart comes arise
It's not as simple as 1 2 3
But then tell me what I didn't know
Times pass and can't stop to hear it
The ghost of you haunted me like a nightmare
And I enjoy all the moment
Little talk can make a lot of sensation
Interesting you…sinful me, might never change
I want to gasp your reflection in the air
Crazy it may seems but similarity do better
Believed that difference such a trash
Come with me
Be with me
Stay with me
Love with me
Break all existence and the only one left is us
the world been cursed but heaven already upon us
Hoping for something that aren't sure
Is it worth the risk…the pain…the hell…?
Cute figurine resemble the one I most dear
The eager to meet you strike me like a bolt
I cursed myself if I slip a chance to meet you
Not perfect it may seems
But I tried my best to suit your taste
Though I know its kinda impossible
Posted at 03:39 am by
K*A*I
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